Selamat PagiWell,it's another hour til my parents wakes up for their morning prayer.
And i still can't sleep due to some thoughts that can't get away from my mind.
There's two things actually.
I still can't get over the fact that i am not aware of poly application period
and hence i cant get into poly this year..booo hoo!!
i know i know that i can go in next year but it's next year da!! 2010!
urgh...Where am i when everyone is applying for poly??
feeling so shitty right now..:(
Cuz this just shows how few reliable friends i have...
Can't blame them too..
It's myself to blame..
and another thought is...
umm, apparently someone from my childhood grief comes back and i wish she hasn't
cuz she keeps on giving me nightmares again and again..
oh my,we can't really avoid our enemies can we?
How unfortunate can my life be?urgh..
Being bullied during childhood years is bad i tell you..
and knowing she's coming back to my life as a family member is another thing.
The moments of them bullying me is still vivid in my mind..haiyo!!
Yes i'm a victim of bully before.
Laugh all u want, i dun give a damn.
it's a horrible horrible experience ok..
I still have to face it..it's been years already..
people change don't they?
i hope she does!!!!
Bi,i need you now!!!
Bi............:((
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:23 PM